I want to start off by saying I am so very sorry for any pain I have caused with my crack addiction. I thought it was under control and that I could quit whenever I felt like it. Boy, was I wrong. The realization of just how bad I had gotten really hit hard.
Thank you for the intervention and for all of your hugs and kind words. I wouldn’t have been able to pull myself up out of the gutter and go to rehab had you all not reached out to me. I know I was very reluctant to go to rehab, but I will forever be grateful to you all for forcing my hand.
I’ve been out of the facility for thirty minutes now and the urge to fire up the ole tinfoil pipe has not even been there. At all. Let’s hope that my “smoking sausages” for a little rock is a thing of the past. I cannot believe that I allowed myself to stoop to that level. I am extremely ashamed of my behavior. It feels good to be in control of my body and my craving. I vow here and now to never pick up the pipe again.
Thanks again for all standing beside me and waiting for my return with open arms. I am truly in your debt.
And, again, I’m sorry for any worry or hurt I have caused anyone.
Now let’s pop the bubbly, bitches, cuz WE’RE BAAAAAAAAACK!